Sunday, January 9, 2011

Drinking Dream

Clear as day!
I had a plastic glass of beer. It was about 1/2 full. I took one more sip and then placed it behind the counter/bar. The bartender was Rick B. LOL and he said..."AGAIN?"

My best friend told me the evening before that she gave up on keeping track of whether I was drinking or not drinking. #1. that hurt #2. it reminded me of how casually I go back into drinking modes. Planned or unplanned. No big deal. Then the next bottom happens...and I'm back in the program. Wouldn't it just be easier to just STAY in the program??? Wouldn't I find that peace and serenity that passes all understanding???

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